Tuesday, June 15, 2010

15th June

*Knock Knock* *12am* As i entered the door i saw my friend shocked to see me at his place. Of course anybody would've been to see someone at their door at 12AM !
I went to hug him and for a second i felt him crying... it was all i couldn't control!!
he brought me in and i suddenly realized that someone was waiting to wish him too.

I called her and saw him shine brighter than ever =)

It was a crowd of three of us, around the middle of night having FUN!!
Ehab then decided to order *hot dogs* , we both thought of as if he was a vegetarian.
He convinced mum and dad and i was finally sleeping over at his place, i couldn't believe that this was the first time MY parents allowed me to stay, perhaps EHAB Was quite special =P..

Okay so the conversations kept getting longer every minute, and ehab was like whats this going on , and on my BIRTHDAY!!
We had to make the C.V and we made it together and a wonderful one...
With all those not necessary details which meant alot more to me <3

We decided to watch a movie then, but in 20 min ehab fell asleep!
Then it was only me watching it all alone...
I couldnt sleep properly after it...

Then in the morning we started off with our journey to trg but that journey wasnt just like a simple normal one, it tool us hours roaming the same place again and again!! well it was real fun....

Ehab turned 17 that day and i was very much jealous =p jk.
It all ended around 5pm, and we were all exhausted!!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010


I never knew how this venom would deeply affect me but only after i got her medicated.
As the days passed i kept thinking of our life and thought that it was all perfect but just when this venom, this fucking feeling I got which made me go crazy that day. I threw away my phone and went deep in state of "coma" . I didn't know what I was doing. I was supposed to text her but instead started cursing my life. I felt as if I was all alone travelling the dark path...

It was all so messed up, didn't know what to do...

That night when i got up from this state of coma and began fixing my phone. A list of texts came running on the screen. It belonged to her which said, "Please, Please, don't go away" ...

I felt as if a bullet had went pass my chest...

Tears began rolling down my eyes crashing down at the floor. I never wanted this to happen but somehow I MADE IT HAPPEN!!!

I got another text saying that she was in HOSPITAL!!! I couldn't believe my eyes.
I was the reason for all this, I!! I fell down to my knees, thinking of how she would be feeling because of me!! I could've never thought of getting her medicated! I loved her more than anything, but tonight that venom tried to take over!!

I never ever wanted this for US!! I loved her and forever will...I decided to do everything i can to get her back, get that smile on that face. Promised to never EVER LET GO OF HER!!!